okeyh..back to blog..after no more fb n twitter..hurm..i totally hate ***..i`m sick of them..n one more thing..i had found out that my life become worst from day to day..i`m tired..i`m trying my best but i still lost in everything..everything i plan was ruin..i can`t be a good one to anyone..i`m totally despair..i hate that feeling..totally drive me crazy..mum i mis u..i wanna be a good son for u..i wanna to fullfill your dream.wanna a useful son for u that can give u everything..i never hate u..but juz dun like ur *******..sorry mom..but sooner that u will know how much i love u..